Wednesday, May 18, 2016

Today. A bad day.

It is 1pm. I've lost my temper countless times already and feel like such a failure. I have the most beautiful children. So full of life and strong willed. Very strong willed that it is hard to deal at times. This morning my house is a complete disaster, Rocco broke the "nice" garbage can by standing on it repeatedly jumping on it-finally fell on it after playing in the sink. Toys are everywhere, laundry isn't done and my children have only heard me yelling today. This morning Rocco's SW was here and she is stumped on what to do since it is so difficult at home with the boys behaviors. After she left I loaded the kids up and we drove for an hour jump around. We ended up at the big park on wolf and greenview in DP. The boys loved it!!! When it was time to Dom runs away from me over and over and I leave the park feeling like crap since I had to scream and Hollar and get so worked up. My beautiful boys, if you only could learn to listen. We could have so much more fun. I'm in tears as I feed the baby so sad that I can't enjoy these few short toddler years. Motherhood is difficult that is for sure.

Tuesday, May 17, 2016

Ani smiles

I picked Analisa up just now and smiled and said "hi"! She gurgled and smiled back!! The she did it again! How I love this girl!!! 

Wednesday, May 11, 2016

These moments

II don't want to forget holding my Ani in my arms. These days are a fury of activity with the boys and my sweet girl these moments of just you and I, are not often. I love you so much ! 

Cousins

May 2016

Hospital stay 4/29




Pasta boy Rocco


Mother's Day craft

The boys take a twos on the move class in PR and made me this craft! I cried! So cute!

Love


New lamp shade for ani's room


Joes communion



Mother's Day 2016



9:30-6:30

Analisa slept last night in her swing (not turned on) for 9 hours. 

Gender reveal party